Pacman
inevitably_poetic
read my profile
sign my guestbook

Visit inevitably_poetic's Xanga Site!

Country: United States
State: California
Birthday: 1/16/1900
Gender: Female


Interests: I have a wide variety of interest one would entail the fascination and love I have for hip-hop. the next would be music. the third would be girls. and the fourth boys. haha that's about the right order.
Expertise: well its quite simple what im an expert at NOTHING. except being myself.
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Government


Message: message me


Member Since: 7/6/2004

SubscriptionsSites I Read
DAMNangelique
CarML_CompLeXN
i_LOVE_happy
TheCowGoesMooo
username
maroonxkidd
never_enough
Kisses4rmJoy
nerdii_jerk
lil_laDeeh
lovely_poetix
LinkinPark415
JUSTmyIMAGINASHUN
DJsBebeGerl
SKiLLED_v0kalz
abcdefghij_Kay
Aznracinmachine
nonsenseMAE
roushfan101687
yzmulc
pinkcandies00
Krystolah
xplzitinn0cence
stuck_in_reality
nerdiLIZcious
dA_gHEttO_SweEtnESs
miss_wai1023
glennerz
xOx__NeSsA__xOx
xtaRtaRzx
JeSuSOlDiAh
simplytherapy
harmonysearch

Blogrings
BGiRLs & Hip Hop`n Ladiez
previous - random - next

THE FRESHEST KIDS
previous - random - next


Posting Calendar

|<< oldest | newest >>|
view all weblog archives

Get Involved!

Suggest a link

Recommend to friend

Create a site


Monday, December 13, 2004

I've started a new xanga. save me.

www.xanga.com/its_cua


Thursday, December 09, 2004

"The world and its desires pass awat, but the man wh does the will of God lives forever" 1John 2:14

It's almost Christmas  break... wow last Christmas break in my high school career.  This is so awkward.

its a WHO WHO: The Last Christmas Break of my High School Career!
its a WHO WHO: imma be a loner!
its a WHO WHO: a loser!
its a WHO WHO: no friends!
PEACH es C00L: nooo
PEACH es C00L: yer sooo popular
its a WHO WHO: i don't want those friends
PEACH es C00L: everywhere you go you know someone
PEACH es C00L: well what do you want
its a WHO WHO: i want you wai jen ariiel jeremy marcus marlowe jill julie
its a WHO WHO: i don't want any other friends
PEACH es C00L: me =)
PEACH es C00L: awww
its a WHO WHO: of course!
PEACH es C00L: well we can visit you
PEACH es C00L: we can kik it forsurely
its a WHO WHO: promise!
PEACH es C00L: promise
its a WHO WHO: and we can visit wai wherever she is too!
its a WHO WHO: YAY!
its a WHO WHO: :D

peaches my friend is the coolest fruit named friend ever... but really that's not his name... haha

We should never be ashamed of our past.  When we are ashamed we tend to hide how we have grown and matured as well as who we have become.  Instead we should regret, because when we regret we remember the lessons and everything involved in the past.  Don't be ashamed of the past, because if we never learn we will always make the same mistakes.

The following survey has been taken from Vanessa Nomura, I  am in no way responsible for how dumb or cool the questions are. haha disclaimers I love them. 

HAVE YOU EVER...
[1] cried for someone: somewhat. Eh. More or less.
[2] had a true kiss: what is a ‘true kiss’ I’ve been kissed. hah
[3] fallen in love: yes.
[4] been heart broken: no. my heart has ached but not been broken.
[5] missed someone: yes. 
[6] been afraid to love: yes.
[7] lose someone you care about: yes.
[8] broken someone's heart: eh. No comment.
[9] played anyone: technically...I’ve never cheated on anyone. (happy wai)?
[10]been played: not sure. But probably. hah

WHAT IS YOUR...
[1] longest relationship: well if you add it all up 2&1/2 months? Without breaking up a month.
[2] shortest relationship: 2-3 weeks?  
[3] best kiss ever: gosh… hmmz… my one defining rain kiss…
[4] funniest kiss: butterfly kisses from my ex…
[5] who would u never want to lose: my family and friends. The friends that keep me living and positive (Wai. Peaches. Nessa Marcaida. Jen Fung. Jenn Jenn. Ariel. Jermsi. Marlowe. Marcus. Joy. Jill. Julie. Jenna Lynne. Priscilla (but if anyone tells her that I’ll hurt you)Tiffie. Jeff/Reggie.  Nena.
Tara. Nessa. ) Cornerstone people. the MB21 ladies... they are so positive... so many people in my life I don't want to lose contact with.  Myself. My best and true friend Jesus Christ.
[6] who do u regret losing: I can’t regret losing someone if it wasn’t in my power. But I do miss people I have lost.
[7] biggest thing u fear: being lost again.

LAST PERSON YOU...
[1] IMed: beautiful khat
[2] talked on the fone with: Ariel
[3] saw: my mom. She brought me milk!
J
[4] had a serious talk with: deestah.
J
[5] made cry: him.
[6] made laugh: but I hear I’m that funny.jk. wai.
[7] yelled at: I  haven’t yelled at someone in a while.
[8] cussed at: some guy at Nations
[9] thought of: …I plead the 5th

RANDOM...
[1] favorite song right now: there are so many. Greater is He. Gummi Bear song.Found a Love by Jermsi. Life by Joy Tolentino. Don’t Worry About It by N.E.R.D. I could Sing of Your Love by sonicflood. Musicology by prince. Comfortable by john mayer.  The Greatest Pac-Man Victory in History by Aesop Rock. I Used to Love Her. G.O.D. by Common. Wide Open by Mac Mall. Freak tales by too short. Breath Don’t Stop Mr. On vs Jungle Brothers. Angel by Dru Hill.  The list goes on … but I can’t decide…
[2] favorite word: awesome!! =)
[3] place u want to be: there’s no place like home. But hmmz… reach for the MOON… because even if you miss you’ll be amongst the stars!! Yes the moon… my special place.  I've only shared it with a couple people.
[4] are u open minded: no I hate everyone and everything… haha jk … yes… I’ve been told I’m TOO open-minded
[5] rain OR sun: sunny while its raining… ooooh nice…
[6] winter OR summer: summer.
[7] love OR hate: love…
[8] one moment u'll never forget: when I was SAVED! And I cried before the Lord!!
[9] future career: I want to be a radio personality and write music reviews, while teaching philosophy and becoming a professional Law School student! Haha… I will be the world’s greatest modern philosopher!  
[10] kids OR no kids: kids
[11] cat OR dog: dog
[12] half empty or half full: half full
[13] mustard OR ketchup: ketchup
[14] hard cover books OR soft cover books: hardcover books
[15] newpaper OR magazine: newspaper!
[16] sandals OR sneakers; sneakers
[17] wonder OR amazement: there can be no amazement without wonder… so wonder
[18] red car OR white car: haha… DARK red!
[19] happy and poor OR rich and sad: happy and poor.
[20] singing OR dancing: singing
[21] hugging OR kissing: hugging
[22] corduroy OR plain: corduroy fo sho!
[23] happy OR sad: happy
[24] blondes OR brunettes: brunettes
[25] 2 doors OR 4 doors: 4 doors
[26] shampoo OR conditioner: shampoo
[27] bridges OR tunnels: tunnels
[28] 1 pillow OR 2: 2. one for my head and one IS my baby!(ask me about it if you’re confused)
[29] pierce ur nose OR tongue: tongue
[30] be serious OR be funny: uhh… depends on the situation. But who doesn’t like funny right?
[31] drink whole OR skim milk: skim milk.
[32] simple OR complicated: complicated.
[33] flowers OR angels: angels
[34] grey OR gray: gray
[35] color OR black and white photos: black and white
[36] lust or love: love
[37] sunrise OR sunset: sunrise!
[38] M&M's OR skittles: skittles
[30] rap OR rock: old school rap. Underground rap. NOT NONE OF THAT… she’s a hoe he’s a pimp… he gets what he wants and he walks with a limp… haha ew. Come on people… COME ON! Haha… aright they got tight beats though… very true.
[40] staying up late OR waking up early: staying up late
[41] tv OR radio: radio.
[42] what the hell is this: a dinomonkey wearing nothing but a towel and a potato sack on its back… score!
[43] eating apples OR oranges: oranges.
[44] being hot OR cold: hot
[45] tall members of the opposite sex: yeah.
[46] sun OR moon: moon
[47] emeralds OR rubies: emeralds.
[48] left OR right: right
[49] having 10 acquaintances OR 1 best friend: 1 best friend
[50] sun OR rain: sunny day with rain.
[51] vanilla ice cream OR chocolate ice cream: vanilla ice cream.
[52] boys OR girls: muahaha... both
[53] green beans OR carrots: carrots

WHiCH iS BETTER WiTH THE OPPOSITE [.SAME.] SEX...
[1] cute OR sexy: cute.
[2] lips OR eyes: eyes.
[3] short OR tall: opposite: tall.... same:hmmz…I like feeling tall but in reality it doesn’t matter
[4] sweet OR caring: caring
[5] fatty OR skinny: haha deng… uh…
[6] romantic OR spontaneous: sponataneous
[7] sensitive OR loud: sensitive

WHO...
[1] makes you laugh: me. And only me. I just pretend to laugh with everyone else… really I’m laughing at you! Jk! Haha a lot of people do.
[2] made you cry: myself. My own convictions.
[3] is a true friend: Wai. Jenny. Jill. Julie. Jenn Jenn. Marlowe. Joy. Ariel. Jermsi. Peaches.
[4] is nice/weird: wow…hmmz… there are too many weird people *ehem my friends ehem* jk. Haha
[5] likes you:NO ONE. I’m an unlikable person. The world is a bunch of liars and cheats… sike! Haha uhh… those who have stated they like me… those that call me… those that im me… those that message me… those that LEAVE ME PROPS AND COMMENTS EHEM EHEM! Haha those that listen to my rant and rave.

-cua


Sunday, December 05, 2004

"Blessed is the man who perseveres under trial, because when he has stood the test, he will receive the crown of life that God has promised to those who love him." James 1:12

Last weekend. I hung out with Wai. Peaches. His cousin. Tony. Kris. their friend. and I drove.. yeaaahh what it do?! Tony stole my mojo! oh yes!

I got to see Vanessa Marcaida! wow it's been a while since I've seen her.  She makes awesome sandwiches! yum! I got to kick it with Marlowe!

Today. well Tonight I should say, I watched that KTVU special Mr. T told us to watch for extra credit.  It was pretty good, but I did not get to watch everything.  After that, Jen and I went to Best Buy and I got a new CD . I sang to Jen but lots of people saw, it was moded. thanks Jen. We also played DDR in front of everyone good times good times. I got to talk to JayR it's been 4 years since I talked to him...he's so cool! 

Joel's "I'm too sexy dance" made my day on friday, it was the best catwalk ever! I'm staying home tonight. 

p.s. I want to thank Jermsi for once again burning me a CD. haha thanks so mucho grande Jermsi Bear! Gummi Bears are better FRESH not STALE righ righ?!

stay fresh and God bless, -cua


Thursday, November 25, 2004

"God forbid that I should boast except in the cross of our Lord Jesus Christ..." Galatians 6:14

HAPPY TURKEY DAY EVERYONE! Today has already been an awesome day, I spent the first couple hours with my awesome fresh friends, the gorgeous JiLL and Jermsy. anyways... I'm going to keep this short because I'm very tired...

Things that I'm thankful for...

I am thankful to all those who possess qualities which uplift my mind, body, heart and soul.  I am thankful for the pain and the sadness I endure, because it helps me appreciate the good in my life.  I am thankful for the times I realize I am missing something, for it helps me appreciate how much Christ fulfills me.  I am thankful for those in my life who save my life daily.  I am thankful for those who inspire me to keep a strong faith when the rest of the world fights me.  I am thankful for the gifts and talents God has given to me.  I am thankful for Christ.  I am thankful for the people in my life who truly believe in me and love me for who I am.  The ones who want to help me, or understand what I say and try to understand me.  Most especially I am thankful for all those I love and care for.  I am thankful for my beautiful dog, yes my dog! haha thank you for reading and caring.

-cua


Saturday, November 13, 2004

"I will give you thanks in great assembly; among trongs of people I will praise you." Psalm 33:1-3

2tiffie: to my ever so dearest tiffie... aw. it's so awesome that I've known you for about 3 years now, and every year we've gotten closer. I know I'm not there for you or as close to you as other people but I want you to know that I'll always be there for you regardless of how far away we are or how far we drift.  You have been there for me through many events where I felt I had no more and each time you tried to encourage me.  That's effen awesome! You never fail to put a smile on my face.  Well, today you told me something that shocked me, and truth is I totally disagree with you, we never have to grow up or outgrow anything, sometimes what we need to do is stay kid-like.  I hope that you never outgrow smiles, and happiness in the simple things.  I hope you never outgrow laughter, running and playing like there's no one watching.  But most especially as selfish as this sounds I hope you never outgrow me! I love you! HAPPY BiRTHDAY!

Tonight was so fun.  What an adventure, wai's car's battery died and haha we got some help! anyways, then we went to banana island for tiffie's birthday dinner. Then parking lot pimpin at nations with the cool kids! haha we were thizz dancing yo! lol I learned about the COBRA! it was good seeing them coool homeboys again! aright my night in a nutshell...

Stay Fresh and God Bless -cua



Next 5 >>

<xmp></td></tr></table><br /><!-- Start Quantcast tag --> <script type="text/javascript" src="http://edge.quantserve.com/quant.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> _qacct="p-87h-iNOVooym2";quantserve();</script> <noscript> <img src="http://pixel.quantserve.com/pixel/p-87h-iNOVooym2.gif" style="display: none" height="1" width="1" alt="Quantcast"/></noscript> <!-- End Quantcast tag --> <div style="height: 0; overflow: hidden;" > <!-- Site Meter --> <script type="text/javascript" src="http://jsx.sitemeter.com/counter.js?site=30b39ec52ed55f4e23726012436aa250&pid=sxg"></script> <noscript> <img src="http://trx.sitemeter.com/meter.asp?site=30b39ec52ed55f4e23726012436aa250&pid=sxg" alt="Site Meter"/> <img src="http://dgx.specificclick.net/" alt="Site Meter"/> </noscript> <!-- Copyright (c)2007 Site Meter --> </div> <span id="lblReadOnly" style="display: none">False</span> <div id="x-hovpanel-bg" style="display: none;"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="http://s.xanga.com/scripts/culture/xangawebstrings.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> <!-- function XangaReplacePageTextValue(obj, text) { if (obj) { obj.value=text; } } function XangaReplacePageTextOption(obj, index, text) { if (obj) { obj.options[index].innerHTML=text; } } XangaReplacePageTextOption(document.getElementById("searchop"),1, xangawebstringsResx.Photos_lower); XangaReplacePageTextOption(document.getElementById("searchop"),2, xangawebstringsResx.Videos_lower); XangaReplacePageTextOption(document.getElementById("searchop"),3, xangawebstringsResx.Blogrings_lower); XangaReplacePageTextOption(document.getElementById("searchop"),4, xangawebstringsResx.Metros_lower); XangaReplacePageTextOption(document.getElementById("searchop"),5, xangawebstringsResx.Profiles_lower); XangaReplacePageTextOption(document.getElementById("PostCalendar_ddlMonth"),0, xangawebstringsResx.Jan); XangaReplacePageTextOption(document.getElementById("PostCalendar_ddlMonth"),1, xangawebstringsResx.Feb); XangaReplacePageTextOption(document.getElementById("PostCalendar_ddlMonth"),2, xangawebstringsResx.Mar); XangaReplacePageTextOption(document.getElementById("PostCalendar_ddlMonth"),3, xangawebstringsResx.Apr); XangaReplacePageTextOption(document.getElementById("PostCalendar_ddlMonth"),4, xangawebstringsResx.May); XangaReplacePageTextOption(document.getElementById("PostCalendar_ddlMonth"),5, xangawebstringsResx.Jun); XangaReplacePageTextOption(document.getElementById("PostCalendar_ddlMonth"),6, xangawebstringsResx.Jul); XangaReplacePageTextOption(document.getElementById("PostCalendar_ddlMonth"),7, xangawebstringsResx.Aug); XangaReplacePageTextOption(document.getElementById("PostCalendar_ddlMonth"),8, xangawebstringsResx.Sep); XangaReplacePageTextOption(document.getElementById("PostCalendar_ddlMonth"),9, xangawebstringsResx.Oct); XangaReplacePageTextOption(document.getElementById("PostCalendar_ddlMonth"),10, xangawebstringsResx.Nov); XangaReplacePageTextOption(document.getElementById("PostCalendar_ddlMonth"),11, xangawebstringsResx.Dec); if (document.getElementById("xeps1")) { document.getElementById("xeps1").title = xangawebstringsResx.NumberEprops.replace("{0}", "2") + "!"; document.getElementById("xeps2").title = xangawebstringsResx.NumberEprops.replace("{0}", "2") + "!"; document.getElementById("xeps3").title = xangawebstringsResx.NumberEprop.replace("{0}", "1") + "!"; document.getElementById("xeps4").title = xangawebstringsResx.NumberEprops.replace("{0}", "0") + "!"; } XangaReplacePageTextValue(document.getElementById("btnSubmit"), xangawebstringsResx.Submit); XangaReplacePageTextValue(document.getElementById("searchsubmit"), xangawebstringsResx.Search + " \u00bb"); //--> </script> </span><table border="0" cellspacing="0" cellpadding="4" width="725" class="footer"><tr><td align="center" valign="top"><a href="http://www.xanga.com/default.aspx" class="footernav">xanga</a> - <a href="http://www.xanga.com/private/home.aspx" class="footernav">your site</a> - <a href="http://help.xanga.com/about/termsofuse.htm" class="footernav">terms</a> - <a href="http://help.xanga.com/about/privacypolicy.htm" class="footernav">privacy</a> - <a href="http://jobs.xanga.com" class="footernav">jobs</a> - <a href="http://help.xanga.com" class="footernav">help</a> - <a href="http://press.xanga.com" class="footernav">press</a> - <a href="http://www.xanga.com/register.aspx" class="footernav">join</a> - <a href="http://www.xanga.com/language.aspx?returnurl=http%3a%2f%2finevitably-poetic.xanga.com%2fhome.aspx%3fuser%3dinevitably_poetic" class="footernav" title="Change Language">Language</a></td></tr></table><table border="0" cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" width="725" class="footer"><tr><td align="center" valign="top"><a href="http://safety.xanga.com" class="footernav">safety</a> - <a href=" http://safety.xanga.com/category/parents/" class="footernav">parents</a> - <a href="http://safety.xanga.com/category/lawenforcement/" class="footernav">law enforcement</a></td></tr></table><table border="0" cellspacing="0" cellpadding="4" width="725" class="footer"><tr><td align="center" valign="top"><a href="http://www.xanga.com/ReportContent.aspx" class="footernav">report inappropriate content</a></td></tr></table><!-- Start Quantcast tag --> <script type="text/javascript" src="http://edge.quantserve.com/quant.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> _qacct="p-87h-iNOVooym2";quantserve();</script> <noscript> <img src="http://pixel.quantserve.com/pixel/p-87h-iNOVooym2.gif" style="display: none" height="1" width="1" alt="Quantcast"/></noscript> <!-- End Quantcast tag --></center> <script type="text/javascript" src="http://www.google-analytics.com/ga.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> (function(){ function track(trackerCode){ var tracker = _gat._getTracker(trackerCode); tracker._setDomainName("xanga.com"); tracker._initData(); tracker._trackPageview(); } track('UA-1651690-1'); })(); </script></body></html>